thecrazyavatarcritic

Have you ever felt like you can't take anymore? Have you ever felt like all your walls could come crashing down at any second? I have. Every day. All because of him. It's all his fault. I see him at the beach with my other friends, I pretend to have a good time, I try to hide how I feel. But I know he can see through it. He tries to catch me on my way home, trys to make me tell him what's wrong, but I wont, I can't. He wouldn't understand. He doesn't even care, why should I tell him? But it hurts...Every time I resist him, it gets harder for me to do it the next time. Just looking at him hurts me, and looking into those emerald colored eyes